Miss Murder...

She was asleep for so long... She wanted to return but I tamed her and put her in a strong cage so she couldn't run away and come back... I hide the cage in the deepest place of me and finally lock her with seven keys... I didn't know that she kept growing... her hate grew... her loneliness grew... Her rage grew... Everything but her self-esteem grew... And she's becoming stronger each day... I can feel her now... She's awaking, she's screaming in my head... She's getting out of my control ... I don't want to believe that she's the real me! She can't be! She's mean... and evil... and she hide her true self behind false kindness and sorrow... She's totally senseless... She's cold and love doesn't do anything to her...

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"I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see
The darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become!
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, This animal)

I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself"