Do i?

It's raining outside...
The sky is crying and the moon is screaming!

*Why do humans hurt each other?*

*Wouldn't it be easy if we all love?*

When we suffer in silent it's always harder to control ourselves...
In the middle of all the black light of my heart there's a little white spot...
It's like the sun... kind indeed warm!And it makes feel good... Very good!
Like all my pain and my broken dreams are taked away!
And then I feel it... Running trought my veins! As water and like poison!
The much we take, the much we die for it... Poison is make from how much we take from something...
That's why LOVE is POISON! We want more, always more and in the end... It KILL us! Without any sense of mercy...

~Then I fall asleep~

I feel your kiss... your scent... your touch... I feel you with me...
Like you're actually by my side... But what a shame! It's a dream... Only a dream...
I dont' want to dream anymore! Because our dreams are mirros from what we can't have...
And I want you... So I don't want to dream with you!
I want to feel you for real... I want to kiss you, to hug you...
It feels cold here...

~My heart turns Stone cold~

Could you embrace me?
Could you warm my heart?Would you tell sweet things at my ear?
Would you whisper "I love you" to me?
Would it be true? Or just another dream?
Say it... it's true that you'll do everything I ask you?
...Then kill me...

~I stabb myself~

Last words... I LOVE YOU... Do I?