My sweet twisted mind...

Sorry but I think you didn't understand it well enough... I love you that is true but even so I can't control those little evil plans that my mind made up on her own...
Today was the day that my sweet friend told me what you said to her during classes... What a shame isn't it? Just when someone starts to fade away we understand that she/he's important to us... It's that true? I mean... Do you care so much? Would you miss me if I, after all sudden, disappear without any trace...
You woke up the demon inside of me... Now it's pretty hard to shut her down again! There wasn't without reason that people start calling me Miss Murder... I just liked to ruin their life... Sometimes I think I'm evil but now... perhaps I'm being fair enough! Oh my love you hurt me so much... Now my dreams are haunted by you. Do you think that is good? Do I haunt yours too? I would really enjoy that...
I'm happy today, so happy about what I heard... I must confess... perhaps Miss Murder would fall asleep with your kiss... But oh! I just forgot it... You don't love me... You love another girl isn't it?
Do you know that I have a sweet twisted mind? Yes I have... Even if I love you I'm gonna make you suffer so much! Yes... This is not a good thing to say... Normal people would be happy if their beloved one were happy... But I'm not that normal... So if you're not mine, you're not from anyone else! Call me selfish, call me egocentric, call narcissist, call everything you want to... I don't care. I'll be sweet to you... I can't avoid that! I just can't... When you're with me you're all sweet and cute and that makes me fall apart a bit... But then again, something inside of me recalls her... She wakes and then I'm not in peace anymore... My rage starts growing and my fears too... And my love for you too... I just can't hold it okay? Why do you have to be like that?! If I could I would make you disappear of my life, of my dreams, of my twisted mind!

Get out!

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JUST DIE YOU' MOTHERFUCKER!