Die!

Just die! Get out of my life at once! It's frustrating! It's torturing! And the saddest part is that you know! [or perhaps you don't <.<]You know you're breaking my heart! You're making me fall apart... And you know it... It's funny... You know everything! You know how much I love you, you know how important you are, you know how much I care, you know how much I suffer...

YOU MAKE ME WANNA DIE! EVERYTIME I LOOK INSIDE YOUR EYES... MAKE ME WANNA DIE!

I just can't take it much longer!
You say you love me... You know what? I don't believe you 'cuz you act like you don't and it hurts... Have you ever figured out that I might be really in love with you? Had you even realize that? It's not that hard for god sakes! I just don't know what to do... I've run out of ideas... You're alwats jealous of my friends... I don't understand you! "I got a lot to say to you! Yeah I got a lot to say... I noticed you're eyes are always glued to me, keeping them here and it makes no sense at all! (...) Crush... Crush... Crush, Crush, Crush! Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone. Just the one, two I was just counting on. That never happen, I guess I'm dreaming again... Let's be more than... THIS!"

I'd rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one hole minute...

I love you...
I hate you...

JUST DIE! Why don't you come up to me and say "I love you"? Why?! Am I asking to much? It's nothing more... I would be so happy... if you come talk to me and surprised me with a kiss (I love surprises you know)... If you love me why don't you say that right in front of me?! I love you and if you love me, like you say, why aren't we together?
But I guess I'm dreaming again... I'm always dreaming and perhaps that's why nothing happens... 'Cuz it's all just a dream... Or a nightmare...