"PAY ATTENTION DAMN IT!"

"Haii Haii T.T"

I don't have nothing to complain about... except my marks. I had a miserable 9.5 in geometry! It doesn't matter how hard I try, I'll never make it because I don't understand anything from that thing. For me it is only a bunch of scraps and lines, nothing more... Oh god T.T I need to have good marks... I really need it! I'm trying really hard to pay attention in classes, today it was awful because I really tried to stay tunned to the class, I even put my notebook away so I couldn't write... Well I was tunned for more time, even that I dispersed a bi tin the end... It's really hard for me! People don't understand that but it is... I have problems with my attention since my first grade, I always had my notebooks full with little notes to my parents, I never paid attention... I just couldn't and now it's the same... I just can't o.o No matter how hard I try I can't concentrate in the most disciplines... Geometry is to forget... I try but then my head starts hurting and I have to turn off my attention... Portuguese... More or less... I think I can pass more that half 'n hour tunned... English I can pay attention (Today I paid *feels proud*) And History too... Philosophy also, it's funny and stuff... And Drawing is my favorite ^^ I can pay attention even if I have to push myself to hard... But only for those I really like...

With the time I think that I'm loving you even more... Really, I feel so naive, so innocent... It's so good to have you by my side ^^ You're always so cute for me and you look so pissed off when other guys come talk to me... you don't have to be jealous... I just love you *-*