... I hate myself...
[Sometimes... ]
... I hate those girls...
... I hate the way they smile at you, pretending that you don't have a girlfriend...
... I hate the way they say bad things about us and about me in my backs...
[Sometimes... ]
... I want you close to me, holding me tight...
... I wanna be alone, surrounded by my own darkness...
[Sometimes... ]
... I miss you dad...
... I want you far away from me...
[Sometimes... ]
... I want break something...
... I cry because I broke the wrong thing...
[Sometimes... ]
... I look back and think that they deserve all the things I did
... I look back and I regret everything...
[Sometimes... ]
... I kick the world right in the ass...
... The world kick me back away to my corner...
[Sometimes... ]
... I wanna scream...
... I wanna break...
... I wanna leave...
... I wanna live...
... I wanna feel the fresh air...
[Sometimes... ]
... I do not deserve to be grounded...
... I deserve to be kicked out...
[Sometimes... ]
... I dream with you...
... I remember you...
... I miss you...
... I'm scared of you...
... I wish you weren't dead...
... I think in how you hurt me... But even so I wish you weren't dead...
... I think of you...
[Sometimes... ]
... I'm jealous...
... I can't get along with her...
... I remember when she was my best friend and how she is now falling for you...
... I call her a bitch and I mean it...
... I wish she was far away...
... I wish you were all mine...
... I make evil stories in my head that I know they'll never happen in real life...
... I HATE THOSE BITCHES!
[Sometimes... ]
... I realize I shouldn't have trusted in you...
... I think it all was a lie...
... I think you were pretending all the time...
... I wish you're okay... I wish you don't have any problem with the path you chased...
[Sometimes... ]
... I just want to disappear...
... I don't know what to say...
... I just don't know what to think...
... I feel like I'm with my hands and my feet chained...
... I feel like a child...
... I can be your sweet dream...
... I can be your living hell...
That's up to you ...